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  He filled her completely, but nothing could compare to the way she filled him. She made him feel whole, complete, in a way he never had before. Not even winning a championship could make him feel the way making love to her did. Because that’s exactly what this was. Even though she made him lose control, he was still making love to her, saying with his body everything she wasn’t ready to hear him say with words. He loved this girl, and he wanted to tell her and show her the only way she would let him.

  “Oh…” Her breath was coming in short bursts, and she squeezed her eyes shut.

  He could tell she was close when he commanded, “Open your eyes. Look at me.”

  She did as he asked, and as she came apart with his name on her lips, he saw everything she was too afraid to say. She was falling in love with him too. He knew it. He could sense it in the way she let go with him, feel it every time she touched him or looked at him. Her smile told him he made her happy, and making this girl happy was suddenly the most important thing in the world to him. For every time she’d been sad and scared and frustrated, he wanted to make her smile.

  She was still pulsating, unintentionally clenching him in her tight heat, and he couldn’t take any more. Rowan groaned as he flooded her while kissing her, pouring everything he had into her, wanting her to take all of him while giving all of herself to him.

  I love you. The words were burning the tip of his tongue, but he bit them back, breaking the kiss while their hearts seemed to beat as one, letting him know they were in sync, whether she was ready to admit it or not.

  “Wow,” she said with a half laugh when they finally broke apart. “That was incredible.”

  He curled his hand around her face, his eyes lingering on hers long enough to convey his adoration before he whispered, “You’re incredible, baby.”

  Chapter Fifteen

  Spending the night at Rowan’s, in his arms, waking up to breakfast in bed, made Tenley feel safe, secure, loved. And it had been a long time since she felt those things. Hell, if she were being honest with herself, she’d have to admit she’d never felt those things.

  Safety and security were never words she could associate with her home life when she was growing up. As much as her brothers loved her and tried to take care of her, they were just kids themselves, trying to figure out how to deal with the unfair hand life had dealt them.

  And her brief engagement made her feel more insecure and uncertain than she’d ever been.

  But with Rowan, everything was different. He was different. He made her feel different. She wasn’t the same woman she’d been before she met him. He made Tenley feel free to be herself, and she pushed fear to the back of her mind as she embraced this newfound feeling of happiness and possibility instead.

  When she walked into their apartment the next morning, Tenley was greeted by a huge bouquet of flowers that instantly made her smile. Ace must have given them to Stacey.

  While she tried not to get caught up in her friend’s love life, Tenley was glad Stacey had finally met a man who appreciated her for the incredible person she was. Even if it meant Walker had to go on punishing himself for not realizing it sooner.

  “Hey,” Stacey said, looking up from her eReader. “I don’t have to ask how your night was. Those came for you about an hour ago.” She smiled. “Beautiful, aren’t they?”

  Tenley couldn’t deny she was surprised. Rowan didn’t strike her as the kind of guy who would buy flowers for no reason. But then, neither did Ace.

  “Wow,” she said, walking slowly toward the massive bouquet of assorted blooms. “He must have called these in before I woke up, or when I was in the shower.” She picked up the pink card and read the message—You’re Beautiful—before setting it back down with a smile. “This is a first.”

  “What is?” Stacey asked, tucking her legs under her as she set her eReader down and reached for her coffee.

  “Getting flowers,” Tenley said, sitting on the chair while Stacey hogged the couch.

  She frowned. “No one has ever given you flowers before?”

  “Nope.” Tenley guessed she just wasn’t the kind of girl who made a guy think she’d appreciate romantic gestures. Though she certainly appreciated this one.

  She fired off a quick text to Rowan. Thx for flowers. Beautiful. Her fingers hovered over the screen before she finally added a little heart emoji. God, she was getting so sappy.

  Stacey’s expression was thoughtful when she finally looked up. Tenley didn’t have to ask what she was thinking. She just knew.

  “Don’t,” she warned, knowing her friend was going to tell her how perfect she and Rowan were for each other.

  “What?” she asked, all wide-eyed innocence. “I was just thinking how nice it is to see you happy for a change.”

  Tenley frowned, wondering if she’d wasted every day since they met being miserable. She didn’t think so, but maybe Stacey saw things more clearly from the outside looking in, than she did. “For a change? What does that mean?”

  “I couldn’t figure out what had happened to make you so sullen most of the time. Now that you told me about your douche of an ex, I get it. But the way you’ve been since you met Rowan…” With a slight shake of her head, she said, “I don’t know. I’ve just never seen you like this. I like it. I hope the new Tenley sticks around for a while.”

  She would as long as Rowan was in her life, but there was no telling how long that would last. It was still too new to assume it would last. Forever was a word she’d stopped using a long time ago. Nothing lasted forever. Especially love and marriage.

  Tenley’s cell buzzed, and she could have sworn her heart stopped beating when she read Rowan’s response: What flowers?

  “Are you sure those flowers are for me?” she asked Stacey, without looking up from her phone.

  “Yeah, the delivery guy said they were. Why? Rowan didn’t send them?”

  She shook her head slowly, knowing if Rowan hadn’t sent them, only one other person would have. Godammit! She was never going to be rid of that monster. Just when she thought she was finally getting her life back on track, he came back to remind her she’d never really be rid of him or free from her past.

  Tenley’s phone rang, and Rowan’s face flashed across the screen. She considered hitting Ignore. Not because she didn’t want to talk to him, but because she didn’t know what to say. He’d be concerned, just as she was, but she didn’t want to feed his paranoia while trying to quash her own.

  “Hey,” she said, trying to sound relaxed. “I just left your place. Admit it. You can’t get enough of me.”

  “Who the hell sent you flowers, Tenley?”

  She could hear the tension in his voice, could almost see him pacing his massive great room with the high ceilings and light filtering through the wall-to-wall windows. But she had no doubt he was ignoring his breathtaking view. He was too busy worrying about her, which was the last thing she wanted.

  “Are you jealous?” she asked, trying to play it off as insignificant, though they both knew the flowers meant Justin was sending her a message. He wasn’t going away.

  “This isn’t a joke! You think that bastard sent them, don’t you?”

  “Let’s not jump to conclusions,” she said, forcing a smile that she hoped he could hear. “It could have been my other boyfriend.”

  “This isn’t funny! Maybe you should call Brant and tell him—”

  “No!” Her brothers were already worried sick about her. She didn’t want to add fuel to the fire. “No,” she said, her voice softening. “They’ve got enough on their plates. I don’t want them to worry about this. I’m sure it’s nothing.”

  “You don’t believe that any more than I do.” When she didn’t respond, he sighed. “Baby, just make sure your doors are locked. Keep your eyes open when you step outside, and make sure you’re armed at all times. I’m picking you up from work tonight.”

  “But—”

  “No buts, Tenley. I’m picking you up from work.”

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nbsp; Before she could argue, he was gone. She scowled at the phone, hating that Justin was once again calling the shots, forcing her to live in fear of him.

  “Are you okay?” Stacey asked gently.

  She growled, covering her face with her hands. “I don’t want to talk about that son of a bitch I was engaged to. I want to talk about something else. Anything else.”

  “How about the fact that Ace asked me to move in with him? Do you want to talk about that?”

  Tenley gaped at her friend, feeling a little as though the rug had been pulled out from under her. “Seriously? But you guys haven’t been seeing each other that long.”

  She knew it didn’t take Stacey long to decide a guy was “the one,” but she usually turned out to be wrong. And she’d never made this kind of commitment to anyone. Tenley couldn’t believe she was actually considering it.

  “He told me last night that he’s falling in love with me,” Stacey said, smiling. “Can you believe that? He actually said he loves me.”

  She didn’t know what had happened in Stacey’s past that made her crave love the way most people craved fresh air and water, but Tenley was sure there was a story there. One she may never hear. “Of course I can believe that. You’re easy to love.”

  “Thanks.” Stacey set her empty mug on the table before raking her hand through her long, blond hair. “He said it makes sense since we spend all of our time together anyhow.”

  They had been together almost every night since they started dating, but making it official required a huge leap of faith. Especially so soon.

  “I just want you to be happy,” Tenley said, trying to choose her words carefully. “You know that. But maybe you should take your time with this one, Stace. Don’t rush into anything.”

  “I hear what you’re saying,” she said, nodding. “But when am I going to get another chance with a guy like Ace? Someone who actually says he loves me and wants to commit to me?”

  Tenley still thought that, at twenty-seven, she had plenty of time left for marriage and babies, but Stacey didn’t see it that way. She wanted stability in her life. Stability she assumed only a man could provide apparently.

  “I can’t tell you what to do,” Tenley said, trying to be the supportive friend Stacey had always been to her. “If Ace makes you happy and you’re sure you’re ready, then go for it.”

  “But I don’t want to leave you high and dry.” She worried her bottom lip. “Especially now, with your ex—”

  “Don’t worry about me. I can take care of myself.” A part of her would be relieved if she didn’t have to worry about Stacey getting caught in the cross fire if she wasn’t there when Justin came calling. Tenley would never forgive herself if something happened to her friend.

  “You say that,” Stacey said, nudging the leg Tenley had propped up on the coffee table with her toe. “And I know you’re a tough chick. But you’re no match for a madman with a gun, sweetie.”

  “Trust me,” she said, standing. “My Glock is a match for just about anything life throws at me.”

  ***

  Tenley was surprised when Andrew walked into the bar that night. He’d made himself scarce lately, and she’d assumed it was because he’d lost interest in her. Judging by the way he looked her up and down, with his eyes landing on her cleavage before her face, she’d thought wrong.

  “Hey,” she said with a tight smile. “The usual?” They were slammed tonight, and she didn’t have time for small talk.

  “Sure,” he said, unbuttoning his dark suit jacket before claiming the last seat at the bar. “Can you take a break?”

  One look around should have answered that question. The place was so packed she expected the fire department to show up and slap them on the wrist for violating code.

  “Not any time soon,” she said, passing him his drink of choice… a chipotle grapefruit margarita.

  “That’s okay,” he said before taking a sip of his drink. “I can wait.”

  She didn’t want to encourage him to stick around, but she should explain to him that she was seeing someone now and wouldn’t be available for that dinner he kept texting her about. She’d always replied with a two-word response: Sorry, busy. But it wasn’t fair to let him go on thinking she was interested when she wasn’t and never would be.

  Five minutes after Andrew claimed a table and told her to come find him when she could, her brother slipped behind the bar. “You can take a break, if you want,” he said. “I can cover for you.”

  Her eyes drifted to Andrew as she removed her black apron with a sigh.

  “What the hell is he doing here?” Walker asked, frowning. “If he’s giving you a hard time, I’d be happy to kick him out on his arrogant ass.”

  “It’s fine,” she said, curling her hand around his forearm to ward off trouble. “I can handle him.”

  Andrew was chatting up the waitress when Tenley approached, so he didn’t even notice her until she’d slid into his booth.

  “Oh, hey,” he said, grinning at her. “You finally got a break.”

  “What can I get you, Tenley?” Maura asked.

  “I’m fine,” she said, shaking her head. “I’ll just grab a water in a bit. Thanks.”

  Andrew reached for Tenley’s hands. “So how’ve you been?”

  “Um, fine,” she said, trying to withdraw her hands without making this any more awkward than it had to be. “You?”

  He frowned but slid back in his seat, putting a respectable distance between them. “I’ve been okay, I guess. I’ve missed you.”

  She wasn’t sure where that was coming from since they’d never had that kind of relationship. They’d hooked up a time or two, but it was just that—a hook-up. Neither one of them had thought it was exclusive.

  “Busy with work?” she asked, trying to figure out how to let him down gently since he clearly didn’t intend to make it easy for her.

  “Always.”

  Glancing at the bar, Tenley knew she’d have to rescue her brother soon. He could draw a beer or pour a glass of scotch or vodka, but not much else. Thankfully, he was a better manager than he was a bartender.

  “So about your text messages…”

  His eyes narrowed as he glanced at the door. “Yeah, that’s why I came in. Hoping we could firm up our plans for dinner.”

  She’d been remiss in not having this conversation with him sooner apparently because he was under the mistaken impression they were still seeing each other. “Here’s the thing, Andrew.” She rubbed her thumb against her palm as he fixated all of his attention on her, making her even more uneasy. “I think you’re a great guy. But I’m, um, kind of seeing someone.”

  “Who? Please tell me it’s not that guy.” When he gestured toward the bar, Tenley followed his gaze and cringed when she spotted Rowan.

  Rowan may have been talking to Walker, but his eyes were locked on her… and her companion. He didn’t look happy, and she knew if she didn’t wrap this up soon, he’d be over to do it for her.

  “Rowan and I have gotten close,” she confirmed, trying to find a diplomatic way to tell Andrew he wasn’t interesting enough to hold her attention. Hell, compared to Rowan, he was a snore. “So, um, that’s why I’m not seeing anyone else right now. I hope you understand.”

  “No, I don’t understand,” he said, shaking his head as though she was speaking a foreign language. “I don’t understand how a girl like you, who claims to trust no one, could go for someone like that. You think I don’t know who he is? He’s a professional baseball player, for Christ’s sake. He’s probably got women in every city! You really think he’s going to be faithful to you?”

  She didn’t care what Andrew thought of Rowan or their relationship so long as he understood what they’d had was over.

  “I have to get back to work,” she said, sliding out of the booth. “I’m sorry things didn’t work out the way you wanted them to, but I’d still like to be friends.” It was a perfunctory offer and they both knew it since they’d never r
eally been friends. He didn’t know much about her, nor did he seem to want to. And the feeling was mutual.

  “You’re going to regret this, Tenley,” he said, grabbing her hand so she couldn’t walk away. “I can give you things he can’t. The life you could have with me—”

  “Uh…” Like that’s ever gonna happen. “I’ve got to get back at it. Have a good night, Andrew,” she said, extracting her hand from his before turning and quickly making her way toward the bar.

  “What the hell did he want?” Rowan asked as soon as she approached.

  Tenley barely resisted the urge to sigh. She was dead on her feet and really didn’t need this shit tonight.

  “I’d like to know that too,” Walker said, popping the top off a beer.

  “Yeah, well, this isn’t the time or place for this conversation,” she said, smiling at one of their regulars. “I need to get back to work.”

  Chapter Sixteen

  When that asshat was still sitting in the same booth half an hour later, watching Tenley, along with every short skirt in the place, Rowan decided it was time to set him straight.

  “What do you want?” he asked, glaring at Rowan when he walked up.

  It must be the liquid courage talking, Rowan thought, because surely this little weasel wasn’t stupid enough or brave enough to call him out. “What the hell do you want, that’s what I want to know.”

  “I want Tenley.” He licked his lips as he leered at her. “Again.”

  Rowan felt his heart rate accelerate. “You expect me to believe you slept with Tenley? Come on, we both know she has better taste than that.”

  He gave Rowan a once-over, sneering. “I thought she had good taste, but that was before I found out she was hooking up with you too.”

  He was going to throttle this loser! “First of all, Tenley’s my girlfriend, not a hook-up, and second of all, there’s no goddamn way she slept with you.”

  Andrew downed the contents of his glass before pulling a money clip out of his pocket. He peeled a couple of bills off the top and slipped them under his empty glass. “You don’t believe me?” He shrugged. “Ask your girlfriend. Assuming she’ll tell you the truth. If not, I just might have some proof here for you.” He pulled his phone out of his pocket and slid his finger across the screen.